I prayed with a patient for the first time this week.  I never viewed my  role as a Christian nursing student as being similar to a Christian  going door to door.  My witnessing was by service- not by handing out  pamphlets.  The instructors talked about praying with patients, but I  never felt called to pray with a patient.  My patients were either  getting better or were having psych problems.  I never felt that prayer  was needed or appropriate.  
 
 My patient on Thursday is addicted to several substances.  He was very  concerned about not getting into a rehab clinic after leaving the  hospital.  I could see the fear in his eyes.  He acted annoyed and  verbalized his agitation with the situation.  I prayed silently for  him.  I got to know him pretty well when I interviewed him for  Gordon's.  I appreciated his candor about his addictions and I sensed  that he honestly wanted to change and that he despised the place he was  at in life.  
 
 I also considered how I could walk away from that hospital completely  free.  There is nothing in the world that has power over me.  When he  leaves the hospital he has no support system.  He knew how easy it would  be to end up back on the streets- taking heroin and eating two pieces  of toast every other day.  He was terrified of leaving that hospital.   It signified safety to him- it was a place where he could actually get  help.  
 
 I felt like I should offer to pray for him.  I prayed for him right  before I left for the post clinical conference.  He seemed a little  awkward about the whole situation, but he agreed to let me pray for  him.  I asked God to free him from this addiction.  I asked that he  would get into a rehab program and that he would have peace.  I could so  clearly see the bondage he was in and I knew he felt enslaved as well.   I hope he finds freedom.  
 
 I guess I am learning that nursing is not a formula that you can apply  to every patient.  We were taught that care needs to be tailored to the  specific patient- well, I feel that spiritual care also needs to be  suited to each patient.  Christian nurses need to be open to the leading  of the Spirit.  He will lead us to say the words the patient needs to  hear.  The effect of our actions is not immediate, but God rarely  immediately resolves situations.  I know He has a good plan for my  patient and I am so thankful that He allowed me to get to know one of  His children.  
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You are very brave, that would freak a lot of people out.
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